Thanks to me & you
I find that when I make mistakes, they always have to be the huge ones. I go overboard, and dont think before I act in the most important times. I always catch myself off guard and think oh my gosh did i just say/do that? But idk… im retarded, and i hate it when it happens, but its life, nothing can be perfect. i will always be doing the same things over and over again, and i will always fall into my trap of stupidity. im so sorry i did that to you, idk why, i need to learn from past mistakes to just say fuck it and just let whatever happens happen. im way too controling, and i pay way to much attention to the details. i think thats my biggest fault with us. but i also think there is more to you that needs fixing than with me. i wish more people knew how to open there eyes to themselves and change there negative aspects. im not afraid to confront my shitty side and change the way i am about things. idk why its so hard for you, you always say youre perfectly fine, the finger is always at me. and now look what happened, if you had only just left me alone about being perfect, none of this wouldve happened, and id probably be happier and more secure. thanks a lot.
